Trust in the Cult

by Robin/Rana Lei

Vulnerability, insecurity, traumatic childhood;
My life flashed before my eyes
On the night that I was raped by you.
Two suicide attempts.
I no longer wanted to live,
Abandoned by my family now abandoned by friends,
Life and death - my existence was etched by constant chaos.
And then a new life began.
I found a new way of living.
A sanctuary.
That is the name you called it.
Healing, Christ Consciousness.
A new family.
Unconditional love.
A cult.
I dedicated my life to you.
Did everything you told me to do - served you.
Seduction of the lost souls, induction of the needy.
You called out to me and I came willingly.
Sat listening to your words of wisdom;
Secrets, don't betray the secrets.
Keep silence - discipline is a must.
Never mention your association with us.
If you do you're as evil as Judas.
The world will end and you will be held personally responsible.
Be the keeper.
Trust in the cult.